Feelings.

Feeling so out of the loop, like things are the same, but they’re different. It’s the feeling when everything is going fine and then someone says something that reminds you that you’re not apart of it anymore. Having little vendettas against people are stupid, thats why I figure I don’t wanna care. If they don’t want to be my friend, then that’s their own issue, I’m willing to be the bigger person. The main issue is, I’m getting things back to how they should be, but things are missing. People are missing. When I feel alone and I feel like crap, can I truly come to you and tell you how I feel? I wish I could but like I’ve said things are different. It’s horrible that everyones not connected anymore, and I have to be with people aside from others because everyones split apart, and that might be my fault, but I didn’t do it purposely by any means. I’m just missing the whole, and it’s bittersweet having the part. It sucks that just this summer I was the happiest person when it came to my friends, and now everything split apart. Can I honestly come to you and tell you all about my life, if you’re not a fan of certain parts of it?